Diam lebih baik

Sometimes silence is the best way to solve the problem. This is what I feel now, dan saya akan kekalkan cara ini. Sampai bila? Saya sendiri pun tak pasti. Dalam persahabatan, ia banyak menguji kesabaran. Dari situ juga kita akan kenal the true color of our friends. Mungkin saya banyak tersilap kata dalam persahabatan yg menyebabkan berlakunya banyak konflik yg agak menyakitkan. Saya cuba jadi yg terbaik walaupun saya tahu saya tak mampu. Mungkin saya banyak melakukan kesilapan tanpa sedar. Saya tak mampu untuk menggembirakan dan memahami mereka. Dalam hal ini, saya kalah.

What I've learned about friendship?

• I've learned that there are many good friends around, but true best friends are hard to come by.
• I've learned that sometimes you love a best friend more than a boyfriend.
• I've learned that a best friend is more important than a boyfriend.
• I've learned that you can do something or nothing with a best friend and still have the best time.
• I've learned that a true friendship has many memories, both good and bad, but all important.
• I've learned that sometimes the most used part of a best friend is the shoulder you cry on, and the shoulder you are willing to lend.
• I've learned that when a best friend is happy, you find yourself happy too, even when it has nothing to do with you.
• I've learned that a best friend's family soon feels like your own.
• I've learned that the only one who truly understands is a true friend.
• I've learned that nothing ever sounds stupid, funny, or unbelievable to a best friend, and you never feel stupid saying whatever it is.
• I've learned that sometimes it feels like a best friend is the only one who will ever care about you and think you are beautiful in your own way.
• I've learned that you always have that something extra to give to a best friend in need, and can count on that in return.
• I've learned that your heart is forever touched by a true friend, no matter how things end up.
• I've learned that when your heart has been broken, a best friend is the best band-aid for it.
• I've learned that a best friend will call you in the middle of the night to talk without thinking, and it's OK.
• I've learned that in many cases, a hug and a kind word from a best friend is the only thing that helps get you through the day.
• I've learned that a best friend would stick up for you no matter what the consequences are.
• I've learned that best friends can sing at the top of their lungs and not worry about singing the wrong words or being out of tune.
• I've learned that best friends stay up all night and on the phone for hours talking without even realizing it.
• I've learned that a best friend can tell the difference between a silly crush, and more than that.
• I've learned that sometimes a best friend is all you have.
• I've learned that sometimes you wonder how she knew, but then you realize that's just how close you are.
• I've learned that when you are true best friends, everyone else knows it.
• I've learned that, most importantly of all, best friends will always be best friends, no matter what is happening in their lives, where they are, or what they are doing. A best friend is irreplaceable. This is the most important thing I could have ever been taught by a best friend.
  

Untuk sahabat saya, saya minta maaf jika:

- Saya tak dapat menggembirakan anda
- Saya tak dapat memahami hati dan perasaan anda
- Saya tak dapat memahami masalah anda
- Saya selalu membuatkan anda marah
- Saya ada menyakitkan hati anda tanpa sedar
- Saya tak dpt memberi pendapat atau nasihat yg baik ketika anda memerlukannya
- Mungkin saya penyebab sering berlakunya pertelingkahan sehingga membawa pergaduhan
- Saya sudah hilangkan kepercayaan yg diberikan

Sahabat itu umpama dua biji mata, selalu melakukan kerja bersama2, tidur bersama, berkelip bersama, menangis bersama, menjeling bersama, pejam dan celik pun bersama walau hakikatnya dua biji mata itu tak pernah pun melihat antara satu sama lain sepjg hayatnya.

Cuti-cuti Malaysia

Today I will go to Penang. Next week I will go to my hometown, my home sweet home (Endau,Johor). Saya dah lama tak ke utara sejak abis belajar. So this time I got a chance to jalan2 mkn angin rasa excited juga. I already called my friend Dilla, I asked her to be our tourist guide dan bawa lah kami jalan2 pusing pulau sampai muntah. Barang2 yg nak dibawa tak byk...cuma:

1)T-shirt - checked
2)Black and blue top - checked
3)Tudung - checked
4)Seluar track - checked
5)Pencuci contact lens - checked
6)Cermin mata (penting kerana saya rabun,nk pakai waktu mlm) - yes..checked.
7)Make-up - checked
8)Toiletries - checked
9)Towel - checked

Apa lagi? Still thinking.
I'll be back on Monday. Happy CNY utk semua kaum cina di Malaysia.

Paradox

*George Carlin*

I received an email from my office mate. The subject is Paradox. From dictionary English-B.Melayu Oxford, paradox means 'Kenyataan yg kelihatan bercanggah tetapi mengandungi kebenaran', written by George Carlin, a comedian of 70's and 80's. I enjoy read it as I think Carlin try to tell the world what is on his mind, what happen to us today.

A messages from George Carlin are as below:

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side..

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent..

Remember, to say, 'I love you' to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

Hidup sihat

Kadang2 saya rasa mcm berada di kutub utara, sebab tahap sejuk kat ofis dah melampau sehingga kulit muka saya jadi kering dan menggelupas teruk. Kulit ni memang cukup sensitif dengan cuaca, dengan masalah pimple lagi, ditambah dengan menggelupas. Jadi saya terpaksa guna moisturiser utk mengelak kulit kering. Actually I hate moisturiser because it can makes my face skin oily. Tapi kalau tak pakai jadi kering gila dan menggelupas sebab kulit saya kalah dengan aircond. My office building use centralize aircondition system, so sekali on saja dah sejuk membeku satu bangunan.

Sebenarnya saya bukan jenis org yg rajin sangat nk jaga muka, apatah lagi nak membelek muka tiap2 hari depan cermin. Saya takde masa utk itu. Saya cuma memerlukan satu ubat yg dibeli di farmasi utk mengelakkan jerawat timbul. Utk pencuci saya tak kisah pakai apa pun sebab ianya sekadar pembersih luaran. Cuma skrg saya mengamalkan minum Innershine Pati Prune.


My office mate was introduced me InnerShine Pati Prune, bagus utk kulit katanya. Saya pun mencubanya tapi bukan lah mengharapkan kulit saya jadi cantik bersinar mcm pakai botox. Ianya bagus utk kesihatan dalaman kerana pati prune kaya dengan kandungan serat yg tinggi dan boleh menurunkan kadar kolestrol dalam darah. Ianya juga merupakan antioxsidants, iaitu melindungi sel2 dalam badan daripada rosak dan mengawal sistem imunisasi dalam tubuh untuk melambatkan proses penuaan. InnerShine Pati Prune diminum sehari 1 botol pada waktu malam sahaja. Untuk siang, boleh minum Innershine Pati Beri, ianya baik untuk kesihatan mata.

Bagi sapa2 yg suka makan sunsweet buah prune pun bagus untuk tubuh badan kerana buah prune kaya dengan kandungan serat yg tinggi. Kepada sapa2 yg mempunyai masalah susah membuang air besar, saya cadangkan makan lah buah prune sunsweet tu. Ianya berkesan untuk sistem penghadaman dan memudahkan proses membuang air besar.



Saya juga mengamalkan minum Liquid Chlorophyll daripada produk cosway. Ianya bagus untuk menghilang kan letih akibat kekurangan oksigen dalam badan. Ia juga bagus untuk membuang toksin dan menghilangkan bau badan. Toksin yg byk dalam badan boleh menyebabkan badan berbau, jerawat, sukar membuang air besar dan mcm2 lagi lah. Jadi minuman kesihatan yg mcm ni amat bagus bagi mereka2 yg mempunyai masalah dalaman.



Anda mempunyai masalah berat badan yg serius? Tak tau mcm mana nak turunkan berat badan walaupun dah kontrol makan? Saya ada cadangan. Produk herbalife dapat membantu bagi mereka yg mempunyai masalah obesiti. Saya tak pandai nak menerengkan secara detail, apa yg boleh saya bagitahu ialah herbalife adalah sejenis makanan berbentuk liquid yg kaya dengan segala nutrition yg diperlukan dalam tubuh badan. Ia bukan ubat kurus, tapi makanan gantian untuk mengurangkan dan menurunkan kadar kolestrol dan membakar lemak. Ia boleh di minum dengan soya atau susu, atau apa2 saja minuman seperti air perisa oren untuk menambahkan lagi rasa sedap. Cara pengambilan: boleh ambil waktu pagi sebagai pengganti sarapan. Lunch boleh makan mcm biasa tapi dengan kuantiti yg sikit, lebihkan makan sayur dan buah-buahan segar. Waktu malam pula boleh ambil herbalife sebagai ganti makan malam. Kalau masih lapar, boleh makan oats atau nestum dimana makanan seperti itu kaya dengan serat dan boleh menurunkan kadar kolestrol.



Ada satu lagi produk pelangsingan badan yg berkesan kepada mereka yg mengalami masalah obesiti. Jus Mate 5 dari produk herba prima, hasil formula Dr. Che Rozmey Che Din. Jus Diet Mate 5 mengawal selera makan, menghalang pembentukkan lemak, mengurangkan pengambilan gula, meningkatkan kadar metabolisma dan menukarkan kabohidrat kepada tenaga yang merupakan 5 faktor utama di dalam pengurusan berat badan. Antara kebaikan jus Mate 5 ialah:

1)Mudah
2)Berkesan
3)Semulajadi
4)Tanpa rasa lapar
5)Tanpa rasa sakit
6)Tanpa perlu bersenam
7)Menyihatkan jantung
8)Membantu kesuburan wanita
9)Mengawal kencing manis
10)Mengawal masalah gastrik dan migrain

Jadi bagi anda yg ingin mencuba, rasanya tak salah melaburkan sedikit duit untuk mendapatkan bentuk badan yg menawan. Tapi satu pesanan saya yg paling penting dalam keghairahan kita nak menurunkan berat badan ialah....kawal lah kuantiti pengambilan makanan anda. Walau kita ambil apa2 produk diet pun tapi kalau tak jaga pemakanan, maka badan tak akan kurus juga. Pemakanan lah faktor utama dalam proses menguruskan badan. Di ikuti dengan senaman untuk mempercepatkan lagi proses pembakaran lemak. Bagi mereka yg malas bersenam pun takpe (seperti saya), yg penting ialah kawal jumlah makanan yg di ambil. Dan yg penting, kurangkan makanan berlemak dan berminyak. Lebihkan kepada sayur-sayuran dan buah-buahan segar.

misspend

Sometimes I don't know how to differentiate between the thing I want and I need. I had misspent my money to buy something unused. This is very bad behaviour of mine since I was a child. I bought Sendayu Tinggi Cosmetic. I only use half bottle, then I put aside as useless or I put somewhere as a 'unwanted' things. Then the same thing happen when I bought Felisa Cosmetic. I also bought a pair of black shoes at Jusco Tmn Maluri, but I never wear it till today. I bought a set of Clinique Cosmetic, but I put it in my locker after half bottle using it. Adakah ini semua satu pembaziran? Ya.

What happen to myself? I always ask but I never answer. Saya tahu saya selalu membazir tapi saya tetap melakukannya juga. Saya tak pernah serik. Saya cuma terasa serik bila saya rasa saya dah kehabisan duit, tapi bila saya rasa saya banyak duit (sebenarnya tak la banyak mana pun) saya akan membeli benda yg bukan2, benda yg tak diperlukan pun dalam kehidupan seharian saya. Kiranya kalau tak beli pun takpe. Tapi, satu benda yg saya rasa saya tak membazir iaitu belanja kawan makan.

Saya suka belanja kawan2 makan. Kalau saya rasa saya ada duit lebih, saya suka belanja makan sebab saya rasa itu saja cara saya nak bersedekah atau buat amal baik. Bukan nak menunjuk bahawa saya ni pemurah, tapi saya rasa seronok belanja kawan2 makan di tempat2 yg sedap dan murah. That's me!

I went to CIMB bank to settle my car loan payment. Then the cashier asked me whether I interested to apply credit master card. Oh no! I ask myself, is it I need a credit card? as usual, I don't have an answer for that question. I'm still thinking about that. The term and condition to apply the CIMB master card is so easy. You only need to give 1 month salary pay slip and 1 copy of your IC. Easy huh? Then you just waiting for approval. The income requirements for CIMB master cards are as below:

1) Platinum Card : RM80,000 per annum/setahun
2) Gold Card : RM30,000 per annum/setahun
3) Classic card : RM 18,000 per annum/setahun

It's lifetime free annual fees and no joining fee. Interestnya pun tak tinggi sangat. It's about 1.25% to 1.50%, sebab itu lah saya seperti nak apply. But wait, I have to think about it properly. Kerana saya tahu saya suka membazir, and credit card will kill me.

Makan itu indah

*Gambar Hiasan*

I love lasagna and all the Italian food so much. I am craving of lasagna since a month ago. Hari2 saya cari resepi mcm mana nak buat lasagna tapi tak penah buat pun. Today my colleagues and I went to Ampang Park for lunch. We ate at Ampang Park food court and ordered sizzling mee. It's yummy! Sebenarnya kami bercadang untuk makan lasagna, tapi tak jadi sebab tak pasti kedai tu buka ke tutup. Tapi kalau dah namanya rezeki tak kemana. Bila balik ofis, ada la sorang kakak yg baik hati beli lasagna tapi tak habis. Dah kenyang katanya. So lasagna itu sudah selamat di telan oleh saya. Dan lepas menghabiskan 1/4 lasagna itu, saya rasa berat saya dah bertambah 2kg. Haha. Alhamdulillah. Thanks to K.Laila yg memberi saya makan lasagna.

A good friend of mine asked me about how to choose the best anti virus software. I am not the person who expert on that thing. So that I asked my office mate and he said all kind of anti virus software are same. Maksudnya semua fungsi anti virus itu sama saja tak kira kita guna jenis apa. Tapi ada 3 jenis software yg dia sebutkan:

1)Kapersky
2)McAfee
3)Norton

Kebanyakkan syarikat2 korporat menggunakan jenis no.2 iaitu McAfee contohnya dipejabat saya sendiri menggunakan McAfee. Untuk komputer peribadi di rumah pula saya guna Kapersky. But sorry, I used the pirate and no license. Haaha. Jangan ikut saya kerana saya agak jahat.Tapi saya cadangkan beli lah yg original untuk keselamatan komputer. Saya bukanlah orang yg arif dalam perkara berkenaan komputer, that's why I can't give any good advise for that thing. Saya blur. Saya cuma bagi suggestion sebab saya pernah menggunakannya. Ketiga2 software di atas tu semua saya pernah guna dan setakat hari ni saya rasa Kapersky dan McAfee yg terbaik. But if I have any other better software, I will advise later.

Monday Blues

I always call Monday as a blues day. It's because of Monday is a first day in a week. So that, I'll feel so lazy to wake up, take a shower, dress-up, make-up and drive to my office. The traffic jam along the way from subang to kl is worse. Rasa nak ngamuk. Nasib baik skrg saya dah park kete kt parking bawah bangunan TM Asia Life ni, so senang sket,jimat masa. I parked my car across the road, in front of my building office before. I need to pay rm3 per day. But there are something happen to my office mate's car last week. His car is lost! After an incident, my friend and I decided to park our car in TM Asia Life building with a payment about rm168/month. Berbaloi la utk selamatkan sebuah kete.

My friend lost her mobile phone last 2 days. Nokia N73 tu. Agaknya skg musim orang hilang barang ke. Kalau la anda di luar sana terjumpa sesuatu yg berharga (handphone/purse/money or something costly), adakah anda akan mengambilnya terus atau memulangkannya semula? Terlalu susah utk berjumpa dengan manusia yg berhati mulia utk memulangkan semula barang yg dijumpai. Mungkin dalam seribu ada satu je agaknya. Saya tak berani nak cakap yg saya ni manusia yg baik (kerana saya bukan baik sgt,byk kelemahan), tapi saya berniat kalau la saya terjumpa sesuatu barang berharga, saya ingin memulangkannya semula pada tuan punya barang tu. Saya rasa tak rugi kalau kita berbuat baik, malah kita akan lebih dihargai, dan InsyaAllah akan lebih dimurahkan rezeki.

**Nokia N73 - the memory of my friend's phone**

Actually that phone was given as a gift from Digi contest. Kalau tak silap kwn saya tu masuk peraduan filem "Duyung" yg dianjurkan oleh Digi. Tak sangka plak dia menang. She's lucky. But she wore that phone only 6 months, then it's gone! Dah takde rezeki. Sesuatu yg ada dalam tangan pun boleh terlepas kalau sudah tersurat itu bukan rezeki kita.

Beautiful Friday

Friday is the last day for every week. I love friday. Tak tau la kenapa kalau hari jumaat saya suka buat keje main2 di pejabat, dan saya rasa semua org sama mcm saya. Waktu keje pun lebih pendek dan rehat yg pjg. Ohh..sungguh bahagia.

Hari ni cukup seminggu saya takde keje. Dan selama seminggu juga lah saya rasa waktu jam tu mcm lambat nak berlalu. Saya suka bekeje di sini, cuma ada sikit masalah teknikal yg membuatkan saya rasa seperti tak dihargai. Itu semua masalah management, susah nk huraikan. Bagi yg faham,faham lah. Tapi saya harap satu hari nanti management akan berubah.

I am craving of steak. Tak kisah la steak apa, lamb ke beef ke. Tapi mmg teringin dan dah lama mengidam. Kat mana ada steak yg enak?kalau makan tu mesti puas hati. Saya tak ambil kisah pasal harga asalkan rasanya sedap. Dan saya terfikir untuk makan di Bora Ombak, Ampang. Saya rasa tempat tu nice. Saya suka makan dan saya mmg seorang yg pemakan,cuma saya kena makan dalam kuantiti yg berpatutan.

Selasa lepas saya secara tak sengaja terjumpa kawan lama sekolah saya...Fazlina Abdullah@In. Oh God...I don't think KL is a big place. Selama ni kitaorg contact dalam friendster je, tapi sungguh tak sangka jumpa kt Kompleks Sukan, Ampang. Kebetulan hari tu saya ikut opismate main badminton (saya cuma teman tapi tak main pun). Tiba2 terserempak plak ngan minah ni...yang rasanya mcm penah tengok. It's you...In!

**Inilah In...sori,saya cilok gamba ni dari friendster dia**

Start it again

My previous stories has been deleted. I would like to make a new layout and of course, new story. Oleh kerana ini adalah permulaan, saya belum ada sebarang idea untuk menulis. Saya menulis bukan untuk dibaca oleh orang lain (tapi orang lain boleh baca kalau mereka mahu). Saya menulis kerana saya ingin menulis, saya ingin menghuraikan apa yang saya rasa, yang tak mampu nak dihuraikan melalui percakapan.

** one of the children injured bcoz of the war **

Saya sedang membaca kisah pertempuran yang sedang bergolak di Semenanjung Gaza, Palestine dimana bedilan demi bedilan di lakukan oleh rejim yahudi. Hati saya tersentuh.Ramai rakyat palestine yg terdiri dari orang awam telah terkorban dan cedera. Ibu kehilangan anak, kakak kehilangan adik, suami kehilangan isteri dan begitu lah sebaliknya.Kalaulah saya ada satu kuasa, duit yg byk dan harta yg bertimbun, dah lama saya bantu mereka. Tapi saya tak boleh kerana saya tak mampu. Hanya doa dan harapan di hulurkan. Selamatkan lah rakyat Palestine!Amin..